First time. Ours.

Do you remember the first time we looked at each other at the library's lift?
We were at two different sides. Me on the outside, and you, inside.
As silly it may be now, it sure made my heart pound.
I never knew then that we could look at each other with bitterness.

Do you remember the first time we talked?
Sms was probably the only way we dared to.
How prep and proper we were.
I never knew then that we could be so vulgar.

Do you remember our first "I Love You"?
I don't, but I sure do remember yours.
A joke it was to you, but it meant the world to me.
I never knew then that it could be so insincere.

Do you remember the time we first held hands?
Never regretted for making the first move.
For it was the start of everything.
I never knew then that the hunger for your touch would be left unattended.

Do you remember our first time under the sheets?
Awkward it may have been.
It later grew into an addiction.
I never knew then that we could go without it.

The thought of this makes me cry.
Our first times.

The Broken "TwenTeen" Birthday

Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Estee Louder!
Happy Birthday To Me!!!

I'm officially not a teenager anymore as of today, but still not accepting that fact, I shall call myself a "TwenTeen".. =D

But looking on the bright side, I'm officially legal to enter whatever clubs that still checks my ID... in just another year time..wtf

As you all might wonder what does it mean by "the broken twenteen birthday," I shall take the time to explain it in detail now..

I'm having a broken birthday coz' the boyfriend and I are both BROKE as hell.. LOL

With only 20++ each, we went through every possibility on how we could celebrate my b'day.. Ideas from a night picnic at Bukit Jalil or the Ampang Hill to Hot dog Dinner at IKEA(RM2 hot dogs which are superbly delicious, to me-la), we finally ended up having Yuen's Steamboat Buffet at Sunway which left us 0.0567 sens in our pockets now.. =P

Ok, now some little mushy-ness for the boyfriend.. =)

"Babe, although this may not be the most faboulous b'day dinner we've ever had, I would not have wished for it to be otherwise. Situations like this makes me realize it's not about the materials that would make one happy, but rather the happiness and joy of being with our loved ones. Eventhough I may be quite demanding and materialistic and "high maintainence" as some would call me, I have not the slightest pang of sadness about the situation. I know what You've done for me and Always Always Will.. And that is why I love you.."

But then if any of you out there would like to treat me to a nice nice meal.. I won't decline though.. LOL!

A Very Happy Me...

It has been ages ever since we had a date such as yesterdays. Being together for almost 5 years and seeing each other practically every single day have made us into quite a 'cincai' couple. As in we wouldn't mind going out for a meal in the nearest coffee shop or mamak in our pyjamas wtf.. Point is I have in fact missed the times of our early courting days where we would dress up to the nines just for a walk at the neighbouring park lol..=) And so we finally had a decent date yesterday at the Fu-Rin japanese buffet at Holiday Inn Glenmarie being nicely dressed!



On the way

Upon reaching there I was so eager to get started on the food but the boyfriend was apparently busy with his phone that I had to wait for a while… and to which I am still wondering what and with whom he was messaging with..hmmm..

But worries aside, I was soon A Very Happy Me!


I like to eat!

with a very happy man too.. or so i thought considering the fact that he has been here numerous of times..

After a while(2 hours later)...

I was so full!!!

But he... was still eating so intensely!!!

Oh btw half way through the meal........He Proposed!!!

with a 4 carat diamond ring california roll........

Anyway after the very nice meal and before leaving, I quickly headed to the ladies for a very important business... Camwhoring in the toilet is a must for me..=p

Later, we picked Aaron, Ben and Josh for supper. No, we did not eat again!

Look at Ben's reaction..Hilarious lol!!!


A very happy me


And a sleepy me...

And so there ends our very perfect date... Love you baby... XOXOXO!